alright, warning. i puked a lot today and i talk about it a lot in the blog. puking is not fun. so today i was supposed to go to the oscars/academy awards. i was really really excited about it and i started crying at 5:30 in the morning when i randomly woke up throwing up in my sleep. i went back to bed telling myself that a flu wasn't going to stop me from going. i woke up a few hours later and started getting ready. i had problems standing up straight because i would feel nauseous. i proceeded to get ready only to throw up the entire time i was in the shower... and since i'm a very open person i'll tell everyone what i was throwing up!
gastric fluids mixed with water. delcious eh? after throwing up in the shower i felt a little better and started to get ready.
it ends maybe an inch after the picture.
not really great at doing my own makeup bahahaha.. oh well thanks so much to philip for sending me a beautiful necklace for valentine's day. what i didn't tell him is that surprisinglly i have earrings that match. i used to have a necklace to go with them but i lost it. the only difference is.. the earrings are gold and the necklace is silver but i don't think you can tell...
while waiting to hear from my publiscist i proceeded back to bed lying flat on my back to not touch my makeup. then... i ran to the bathroom and threw up again. this time all my makeup went down my face and i looked like i had been crying hysterically. i tried to fix it to the best of my ability and laid back down. again i ran to the bathroom to throw up.
it was at that point, i realized that God did not give me the day off to go to the oscars. he gave me the day off because he knew i was going to be ill. and this sucks entirely but i feel it would be worse if i went and threw up on the actual carpet with millions of people watching me.
i apologize so much, everyone i knew was so excited about me going. i feel like i let everyone down. i will be (for sure) at the b. original shoes & ONIKAI LA fashion week fashion show this friday March 4th. and one day... i will be at the oscars.. getting an award (: